Omone weird to see home thrust on level requiem lant
That comment take as long as it did your build. There is good reason to ignore this abomination, does not require anything more than a conscious to realize this. People in the highest bracket most competitive by requiem standards. It has minimally functioning motor skills. You play against newcomers who barely understand the game, let alone have spent the amount you apparently have to commit this felony by attempting to infect others with your stupidity. You had all the skills at one time, even curse of darkness and you found that you didn't really have time to be switching between weapons since there is a delay poison, arrow, dual sword, shomethrust, and crossbow.
If you go back to the crossbow at the right time you could use your bow to do HT, if you switch weapons at the wrong time or too fast HT will be canceled if it was pressed right after another skill which preps it for use or you could wait on the delay to pass too much trouble for you and you like being pure far range.